SO SPECIAL!

December 20th, 2008 by berly69

about boss…

last night kasama ko sya..cute ni boss last night,,wala lang i just want to compliment boss for that..

i don’t know why i love ”boss”..pero the moment na  nakita ko sya..i knew it na gusto ko makilala tong tao na toh..fortunately,,time permitted us to get along with each other,,kalog na batang umiiyak sa napakababaw na dahilan,,kung bakit at kung paano..hahaha,,akin na lang yun..baka matawa pa kayo..actually..honestly speaking di ko pa sya much kilala yung as in fully..i can’t say na kilala koi na sya fully..hypocrite labas ko nun..as time goes by..mas love ko na sya..

you know why..

kasi mas malakas ang hablig nito sa akin kung baga kung ang topak ko hanggang Mars.. yung kanya hanggang Pluto..

pagkakulit kulit na bata..ang daming tanong kahit minsan walang definite na sagot yung mga tanong  nya..yung tipong unexplanable,,bukod sa nabanggit ko eh mas love ko sya dahil sa mga ito..maybe half lang ang masabi ko..not all shempre akin na privately yung iba..hehehe..my goal is to keep boss company..ga’t gusto nya..hope mag-stay sya with me..kikidnapin ko yun one time..hehehe..anyway,,etoh i made a weird list why i love “BOSS” gusto mo malaman name nya??? wag na.,.baka maagaw pa..though di sya fully saken ofcourse..di ko lam eh..may iba ata syang love..ah ewan..oh sya basta bago ako maadik eh eoth ang list why i love “BOSS”:

1. madami syang nunal kesa sa akin..hehehe(ksama ba yun? tingin nyo?,,hehehe..) at take note pwde kang mag-konek the dots sa hands nya..naaaliw ako..cute little hands with permanent accessories.. :P

2. ang bango ng hair nya..amoy treatment sa salon..hmmm..adik..hehehe..

3. masarap sya kasama..so soft parang good night pillow lang.. :P

4. liit ng feet nya kesa sa akin..ang cute ng toes nya liit din..oi..maliit lang talaga toes nya ah..pero hindi midget si boss ah..munchkins lang..hhaha..in-love ba ako? ang korni ko ah..

5. mahilig sya sa brown as of 9pm kahapon..haha..kasi last time magkausap kami sa text pink daw fave nya..napalitan kahapon..yan ang sign,,ang ayos nya kausap nuh??like me..hehe..

6. gusto nya jollibee ako Mcdo..so kamusta naman diba..hahaha..

7. mahilig syang mag-jumble ng grammar sa tagalog at ipang -txt ito na tipong pag binasa mo ang sakit sa bangs tt-tumbling ang kidney mo pag nabasa mu..tapos biglang react ka na..huh? ah siguro typo error lang..hehe..

8. kaya ko sya love kasi mas concern sya sa sarili ko rather than me..todo kamusta palage yun everyday..as in kahit di kami together hindi sya napapagod sa kka-text sa akin,,actually..ayoko abusuhin..baka magsawa sya..i know there will come a time na magsasawa sya doing that..pero sulitin diba habang nasa height sya of doing that..lahat naman ng tao may karapatan ma-exhaust..

9. the weird thing why i also love boss so much..kase..di ko pa sinasabi sa kanya kung anu yung nararamdaman ko or ginagawa ko alam na nya..hehe..parang kanina..alam nya agad na natulog ako sa mass kanina..di naman kami magkasama..hahaha! galing nuh..

10. and lastly.,,the reason kung bakit love ko sya, kasi sabi nya love nya ko at kung love nya ko mas love ko sya(na-gets nyo?) and the good thing in it is that..i don’t divide my love for boss..based on sa iba’t-ibang aspect nya but i multiply it instead. yeah! astig phrase diba. beat that!

–akin ka na lang. :)

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i missed doing such blogs..

December 14th, 2008 by berly69

my horoscope today says a lot..

hmm.. kung may pakialam ako sa horoscope ko today it’s all about positive charges..hmm..nice one to get and grab it from here..i’ll pick it up..

it’s been a bad day last night..sure gonna miss a lot of people..pero ganon talaga..life must go on..everything happens for a reason..have to stand up and move again..hay..

ma-mimiss ko yung pagpasok ko sa office..dami ko pa naman di naaalala kapag pumapasok ako lalo na pag nadadaan ako sa karangalan..hehehe..

anyway,,magsusulat ako ulit later..medyo kakagising ko lang eh..wala pa syado sa mood mag-blog…

all in all..to wrap up everything i want to thank edith’s salon for my new hairstyle.. wag nyo ng tanungin kung ano..hehe..

i wanna thank my sister Lhei..who’s always been ever understanding to me lately..hai..mahirap makipag-deal sa brattinellang tulad ko nuh..

looking forward to work abroad… kung pwede lang talaga eh..kaso i think a bout my mom a lot..

i don’t want na magsisi sa huli.. that i have lots of money and then my mom is killing herself to death for missing her kids..

no way! mom is old enough already and just wanted to enjoy her life at it’s best and i don’t want her to spend it alone..

there are some things that money can’t buy.. :)

cont…..

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mama’s greatest gift!

December 14th, 2008 by berly69

Mama received the gift my Ate Lhei sent her for X’mas.. it was a bracelet made of gold she bought in Dubai..not so sure about the brand basta bracelet sya..it was nice,beautifully crafted with art…bumanat pa ako kay mama I told her: “ay napanis yung gift ko,,kabog ah..hahaha.. I was laughing pa that time kasi nag-twi2nkle mata nya sa tuwa,,but.. i thought it was for the Gold bracelet that she received from my sister..it was not pala..she was looking into somethinng that time..

she was stunned with this something in the box ..it has a  Xmas tone, the color is glittery white with a red accent around the neck..when i saw it.. it was a small bear..a cute little bear that when you press the portion of his heart you will hear a xmas jingle..sabi ko kay mama..” asus yan lang naman pala..gusto mo..ang dami sa palengke nya..haha”..but i was touched how she put her focus on the bear and not on the expensive bracelet she received..

Had you seen the thought of it…hai.. I really now believe that GIFTS are best received and appreciated in it’s simplest manner..

i loved this quote that was sent to me last time..very true..it’s something like this,,

” I used to think that God’s GIFTS were on shelves one above another. And the older we get and the taller we grow, the easier we can reach them. Now, I find that God’s GIFTS are on shelves ONE beneath another, and the LOWER WE STOOP, the MORE WE GET. It is the good deeds we do, the kind words we speak, the love we give, and the humility we show that help us stoop down to find our real treasures..”..

very simple and true..now i realized why mama find the bear more heart-felt to receive than the bracelet..it serves as a “love connection” between her and my ate from Dubai who’s away with us right now for Xmas..and every time she holds the bear and hears the sound of it..she always feel how she was greatefully loved by us and by my Ate Lhei especially…i realized,,every time I see my mommy alive and happy it always feels like Xmas. :)

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i’ll do this next time..-one step at a time–i’ll try.

September 3rd, 2008 by berly69

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Hurry up and wait
So close, but so far away
Everything that you’ve always dreamed of
Close enough for you to taste
But you just can’t touch

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

You believe and you doubt
You’re confused, you got it all figured out
Everything that you wished for
Could be yours, should be yours, would be yours
If they only knew

You wanna show the world, but no one knows your name yet
Wonder when and where and how you’re gonna make it
You know you can if you get the chance
In your face as the door keeps slamming
Now you’re feeling more and more frustrated
And you’re getting all kind of impatient waiting

[Chorus]
We live and we learn to take
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

When you can’t wait any longer
But there’s no end in sight
It’s the faith that makes you stronger
The only way you get there
Is one step at a time

[Chorus]
Take one step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

[Chorus]
One step at a time
There’s no need to rush
It’s like learning to fly
Or falling in love
It’s gonna happen and it’s
Supposed to happen that we
Find the reasons why
On step at a time

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ako muna! sarili ko muna! for now -jordin sparks

September 3rd, 2008 by berly69

Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Whatcha gonna do with your life?
Every body keeps askin’ me
They’re only givin’ me so much time
To be who I’m supposed to be
What’s wrong with who I am?
Being right here where I’m at
I keep wondering what’s the rush?
I’ll get there soon enough.
It’s my life
I’m gonna live it in this moment
Take my time, yeah
Let it take me where it’s goin’
Some things you learn
Some things figure their own selves out
That’s all I need to know
For now
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
I hang out with a lot of friends
Keep talkin’ ‘bout the same old things
All lookin’ for mister right
That just rattles my brain
Well I’m thinkin’ it’s kinda cool
Not knowin’ what’s around the corner
Tomorrow’s on its way
But I’m still soakin’ up today
It’s my life
I’m gonna live it in this moment
Take my time, yeah
Let it take me where it’s goin’
Some things you learn
Some things figure their own selves out
That’s all I need to know
For now
Na na na na na
It’s my life
I’m gonna live it in this moment
Take my time, yeah
Let it take me where it’s goin’
It’s my life
I’m gonna live it in this moment
Take my time, yeah
Let it take me where it’s goin’
Some things you learn
Some things figure their own selves out
That’s all I need to know
For now
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Whatcha gonna do with your life?
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
I’ll get there soon enough
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
Tomorrow’s on its way
Na na na na na na na na na na na na
That’s all I need to know

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things happen!

September 3rd, 2008 by berly69

Bye Bye lyrics

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky ’cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn’t get it but you kept me in line
I didn’t know why you didn’t show up sometimes
It’s something more than saying “I miss you”
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There’s so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
“I wish I could talk to you for awhile”
Miss you but i try not cry
As time goes by and it’s true that you’ve reached a better place
Still I’ll give the world to see your face
And I’m right here next to you
But It’s like you gone too soon
No the hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I’ve done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It’s so hard to accept the fact you’re gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky ’cause we will never say bye

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cheating+betrayal chronicles

April 12th, 2008 by berly69

hirap pala magtiwala sa mga tao lately…lalo na kapag yun yung mga dear persons na napalapit na sayo for the past years of your life..itago na lang natin sya sa pangalang "psycho-ex"..
been tanga din naman na naniwala pa ako..eventhough my buddies told me na wag na maniwala..i know it’s my fault din naman to ne hard-headed at the time that i should’ve listen to my folks who knows enough about psycho-ex..

here’s the story..na paulit ulit lang ang cycle for the last few months pero now..it’s a big bull kkkrrraaap!

last week.. i was happy doing things of my own..not minding psycho-ex anymore..doing things on my own perspective..i was with my cousin..seeing my old highschool friends..in short,,busy ako sa affairs ko..till…

psycho-ex disturbed me all over again..yes! i am proudly announcing na hindi ako ang nambasag ng pananahimik nino man unang una–(baka kasi maiba ang istorya ni psycho-ex na nag-aacting jeremy marquez..)

April 07,2008- monday..was excited to see my hayskul barkada.. gonna meet kasi maguusap kami regarding sa swimming namen.. i ain’t expecting any text from psycho-ex.. as in.. isa pa, i respect that day kasi 7 yun.. (friends who know y..hmm..) at isa pa.. ayoko na sya gambalain pa..that very moment..
til i received a text saying…

hao..sory if nasungitan kita last time..sana wag ka na magalet saken..hao..nuh ba dapat gawin ko para mawala galet mu saken..bumalik ulit tiwala mo..please..

–ayko na sana reply-an yung text na yun..but since malambot puso ko kay psycho-ex..pinatulan ko yun..

–akala ko tapos na. psycho-ex strongly adhered sa sinabinya na wala na sila ng sugar mommy nya..i believed a lot..tanga at it’s best. naniwala ako na naman all ober again..–(a week later the sabog ng galit ko moment..pinaliwanag ni psycho-ex na kaya nya nagawang sabihin yon kasi afraid syang mawala ako..)(maya sagutin ko yan)..

series of text soon arrived after nung isa na sinabi ko..eto yun..

"hao..kausapin mo naman po ako please..please naman po.."
hindi ko sya sinisira..hao please naman..let’s fix this up.. WANNA START AGAIN ..(yun ang matindi dun..malinaw na hindi ako ang nag-umpisang manggago..)
HUN. HINDI NA MANGYAYARI YUN..DI KA NA NILA MAIISIPAN NG GANON..MAGKASAMA TAYO HAHARAP SA KANILA..KAHIT MASASAKIT PA ANG SABIHIN NILA SAKEN..

–i strongly refuse nung una..but then again,,ayoko paka-plastik,,i still have that thing for psycho-ex(piscean speaks well and is always sugar coated..glittery..and flowery..that’s why psycho-ex jives a lot with sa sugar mommy nya..they produce the same character)..at napaniwala nya ako sa palabas nya..

days passed maayos kame…thought that we’ll be ok soon..
not until thursday night..we’ve talked over the phone and it blast na ayun ka-boom..itinago na naman nya ang malagim na truth na sila parin and she faked me all along..was mad na that time. but i was controlled kasi psycho-ex promised me na- aayusin na nya lahat..

till friday morning came..you know that kind of instict na something won’t be fixed kasi ala naman na-fi-fix.. till that afternoon..naiba ihip ng hangin..iba pala hangin sa fitness first(daw) nakaka-psycho ng sobra..
biglang naiba.. nagkaron ng laglagan.. to cut the long story short.. nabaliktad lahat ng text nya.. saying we’re not ok.. wala ng aayusin tama na.. i don’t  love you.. di tayo ok kagabi pa..MANAHIMIK NA TAYONG LAHAT..

WAW! it was a big bluff..all of a sudden ang galing nya mag-shift ng istorya,,from best to worst..

ang saken lang..
malakas ang loob ko magsulat ng ganto..dahil unang una hindi ako ang unang nang-gulo.
ako na ang nanahimik ako pa ang lumalabas na masama from the start.. yan ang hirap kay psycho-ex ang laki ng attitude problem nya..pinaka worst dun isa syang malaking EGO-TRIPPER wala sya paki sa feelings ng iba..patawarin kung sino ang masktan..masagasaan basta ma-achieve lang nya ang gusto nya mangyari..(yun ang binigay nya iyon ang ibinalik ko sa sugar mommy nya)..actually..pinarating ko kay sugar mom lahat ng ginawa nya,,nilaglag mo na ako..maglaglagan na lang tayo..
kung mananahimik kasi ako..hindi matututo ang mga tulad nyang ego-tripper..manloloko..manlalaro sa feelings ng iba..

isa pa..sana wag syang kukuha ng tao or manggugulo ng tao na hindi nya kayang panindigan..dyan sya expert..forte nya ang mga "unfinished business"..

wag lang sana dumating yung time na makahanap sya ng katapat nya..na magbabalik sa kanya ng lahat ng kalokohan nya..
  i speak for myself!

pity ego-trippers.

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home movie report

February 15th, 2008 by berly69

walang magawa nung thursday..nakokornihan akong lumabas kaya nag-paulit-ulit na lang ako ng panonood ng one more chance (leche! favorite movie eh…waaaahhh!)

bakit nga ba hindi ako magsawa-sawa sa panonood nun..hai..maybe it reminds me of something so nice before kasi..

oh! well, kabisado ko na nga ata mga linya ng bawat character doon eh..haha! adik lang..

natuwa kasi ako eh..yung jacket ni popoy eh pareho sa jacket na meron ako at si raisy..kulay lang naman tsaka yung porma pero cool yun ah..

bakit nga ba may 3-month rule? totoo ba yun o pauso lang…maxado lang akong elibs dun sa movie na yun…na lintik! lagi na lang akong pinapaiyak..pero di ako magsawa naman..hai..

actually,,8times ko syang pinaulit ulit kaya medyo puyat ang inyong lingkod..
pati nanay ko naki-jammin’ sa kahibangan at kabaduyan ko..kung baduy man..pero di sya baduy..sulit movie..

napanood ko na sya sa big screen pero di ako nagsasawa..hai..todo diin talaga eh nuh!..

pag-uwi ng ate ko yayayain ko sya bumili ng cd nun…hehe…for sure yung sa kanya got to believe ang bibilin nun..ako one more chance tsaka a love story..hehe..the best..buhayin si rico yan..iyan ang ka-kornihan at ka-mushy-han ko..yuck!

ill get over this stuff…i’m gonna get there..yeah!

some lines:

"sana tayo na lang,,sana ako na lang,,ako na lang ulit"..
"i love you and i will tell you everyday,,etc etc etc (kanta ni trisha for popoy)
"ten years from now ganito parin kaya tayo?"
"SHE LOVED ME AT MY WORST,,YOU HAD ME AT MY BEST,,AT BINALEWALA MO LANG YUN,,(I JUST MADE A CHOICE) AND YOU CHOSE TO BREAK MY HEART!"–WAAAAAHHHH! KAANING TOH!–
yun na lang muna…lines ulit next time..hahahaha!

magfflood toh! DI PA AKO SAWA! haha..

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one more chance-ost

February 15th, 2008 by berly69

 chorus na lang:

I’ll never go far away from you
even the sky will tell you that i need you so..
for this is all I know..
I’ll never go far away from you.. :’)

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so sensible!

February 9th, 2008 by berly69

Healing- Deniece WilliamsNow that we have gotten through
One more fall
I can just admit I’ve got it all
Cause I do
Cause I’ve got you
We’ve crossed these battle lines too many times
It passes through the heart
But it never leaves a mark

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more cure
One more chance that wasn’t there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

I’ve kicked around those lines in my head
But I never listened to the words that You said
See where it’s lead
Well I know I have it now
Cause You showed me how
And all I had to do
Was just to keep my eyes on You

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more cure
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling
Lord I know that Your love is healing

Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more clue
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling

Lord I know that Your love is healing 

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